Dear Alexander,

I've asked Mom, Dad and Ria to write something for your new website. Now I realise what I've asked from them. It is not easy. I have a lot of different feelings: sadness, disbelief, desperation. I think I know now that you're not coming back. Of course I know that, but most of the time I cannot believe it is treu. In my mind I hear your voice and sometimes, when something happens, I hear you make a remark. And than I have to grin. You always made me laugh.  Your remarks, stories, jokes. Last year on Moms birthday, we both got a digital camera. We had so much fun with the strange pictures we'ed taken of everybody. I am so happy that we've did that. Because now I have a lot of pictures of you. Doing what I liked to see you do the most: having fun.

To make this website I had to learn more about your job and your hobby with computers. I hope you like it. I know that if you had made this website, it would have been more beautiful and all singing and dancing!  Anyway, I hope you're proud of me….
(for someone who thinks that a 16x CD drive is to hold 16 CD's :-))

I hope a lot of people will visit your website and sign your guestbook. Maybe some
people will get some support from this site. Because there are a lot of people who are very sad that you're gone.

We miss you terribly, Alexander.
Please, save a place for us in heaven, so we can all be together again, and leave this terrible situation behind.

I love jou!


Xxx
Your sister Leoni